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Um... Hi. ^__^

Yeah..... so.....maybe I should actually introduce me now. hehe.
Suketchi:




I'm Suketchi. Or S'ketchi. Or Teh Panda. Or even Specs sometimes. Yeah.
I'm 19 as of November 21st, but everyone swears I'm younger for a few reasons: 1 = I'm kinda tiny. 5'2" maybe 3". 2 = My 15-year-old brother is way taller 3 = I love pigtails. lol The pic of me there is a bit old... I was 18. But i haven't changed much.
I live Maryland, but right now I'm in Savannah, GA for school. Savannah College of Art and Design to be exact. It's a fantastic place of learning and crazy artist folk like me. I'm a military kid, so I don't truly have a hometown... but I spent the longest time in Illinois where Cho lives. I've lived mostly in a buncha different states, but I lived in Lakenheath, England for awhile and was born in Okinawa, Japan. One of these days I wanna go back.

Lessee... I used to be kind of a quiet person. I wouldn't share my feelings much and hid who I truly was because I was always made fun of. I'll be quite frank-- I'm an honest-to-goodness Oreo and don't always see eye-to-eye with others of my ethnicity. Growing up, I was poked at for things like speaking proper english and my love of intellectually stimulating activites. Ya know, since close-minded people seem to be sooooo incredibly accepting of anything that differs from them. -___- So.... needless to say, I shut everyone out and wore a mask of conformity, thinking that I'd never really "belong" anywhere. I hid my intelligence, my sense of humor... my overall goofyness... all so I wouldn't be called "weird."
And then there was that little life-changing epitome I had. O__o A very special someone made me realize that it doesn't matter how different you are. That and I'd drive myself nuts trying to act like someone else, lol. So I slowly crawled out of shell and learned to be myself.. and happy with who I am. Being at an art school with like minds has caused me to completely abandon my shell of "shyness," and I'm proud to say that I do indeed love who I am. Intelligent, creative, goofy (and perhaps a little arrogant? XD ) Suketchi. ^_____^

So... since I seem to be on a proud-of-me speel...lol...
My hobby is pretty much anything that has to do with art or using my imagination. And especially drawing. I have been drawing since I could hold a crayon, and people seem to like to remind me how talented I am... O__o I'm too modest to acknowledge my own skills tho, lol... I just like to draw. I mean, I'm going to school for it. lol.
Yesh, I hope to be an animator someday, so all I draw is a variety of crazy characters. *shameless but intending to be modest art plug* My DevianART gallery if anyone's interested. I love to do various types of caricatures as well.
My characters are kinda important to me. To others they are make-believe personalities... but to me, so much more. I could go on and on about what that means, but I'll spare everyone the drama.
Oh yeah... the panda thing comes from a character of mine, and also me associating with one of my favorite animals: the red panda, which is by no means a raccoon!!!

Okay... moving on...

Hmmmm..... oh! Relationships have always been kinda odd for me. I've had a few boyfriends, but I never felt like it was a true relationship... just something fake. I made the error of dating a guy for the wrong reason (i.e. social status)... and got myself pretty hurt... so, silly me, I swore off guys for awhile. And tried to keep them off. I'd attempt to "scare" them off by emphasizing how odd I can be. XD Seems silly, I know. But then along came a special guy who simply wasn't fooled. I secretly loved him dearly for it, but was still so afraid of a real relationship that I pretended not to. And I lost him. We are friends from a distance, and that's what I get.
And then there's my Malcolm. Lol, interesting "couple" we are. We almost were, but found that we're waaaaaaaay too similar. Seriously. Well, similar except that I have common sense, and he's a blubbering idiot. Such a moron sometimes. But I lurve that big moron. Despite our intellectual skirmishes, he's my best friend and almost like a brother. Dating him would either be like... incest...or dating myself. >__< haha.

Funny thing about me and my relationships... I'm straight, but have this annoying little physical attraction to anyone who's fucking gorgeous. Not by society's view, but gorgeous by my standards. And these people are usually female. XD
My "attraction" is by no means sexual... and not even emotional, really... but very physical. It's like... a moth to flame or a puppy to a shiney red ball... can't help it. My artistic eye makes me drawn to beauty, and well... you must admit, we girls rule in that [physical] category. Not to sound shallow... because I'm not... but it's the truth, ya know? XD
But my superficial obsession often gets me into trouble, tho, which is why I bother explaining. In the past, some of my female friends found it creepy or mistook it for a crush... which of course had us both embarassed and pretty much killed our friendship. It got more and more diffucult to interact without sounding like I was hitting on them... I wasn't... but strange things happen when in the presence of a beautiful creature and I'm dumb with words. So I try to keep my feelings to myself for fear of.... well... Let's just say that I really dislike homophobes for their accusations. Thinking a girl is absolutely gorgeous doesn't mean I swing that way, you close-minded punks. >__<

Or..... does it.....?
I'd like to say my attraction is purely me being shallow... but I do wonder sometimes.
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I'm Suketchi. Or S'ketchi. Or Teh Panda. Or even Specs sometimes. Yeah.
I'm 19 as of November 21st, but everyone swears I'm younger for a few reasons: 1 = I'm kinda tiny. 5'2" maybe 3". 2 = My 15-year-old brother is way taller 3 = I love pigtails. lol The pic of me there is a bit old... I was 18. But i haven't changed much.
I live Maryland, but right now I'm in Savannah, GA for school. Savannah College of Art and Design to be exact. It's a fantastic place of learning and crazy artist folk like me. I'm a military kid, so I don't truly have a hometown... but I spent the longest time in Illinois where <font color="hotpink">Cho</font> lives. I've lived mostly in a buncha different states, but I lived in Lakenheath, England for awhile and was born in Okinawa, Japan. One of these days I wanna go back.

Lessee... I used to be kind of a quiet person. I wouldn't share my feelings much and hid who I truly was because I was always made fun of. I'll be quite frank-- I'm an honest-to-goodness Oreo and don't always see eye-to-eye with others of my ethnicity. Growing up, I was poked at for things like speaking proper english and my love of intellectually stimulating activites. Ya know, since close-minded people seem to be sooooo incredibly accepting of anything that differs from them. -___- So.... needless to say, I shut everyone out and wore a mask of conformity, thinking that I'd never really "belong" anywhere. I hid my intelligence, my sense of humor... my overall goofyness... all so I wouldn't be called "weird."
And then there was that little life-changing epitome I had. O__o A very special someone made me realize that it doesn't matter how different you are. That and I'd drive myself nuts trying to act like someone else, lol. So I slowly crawled out of shell and learned to be myself.. and <i>happy</i> with who I am. Being at an art school with like minds has caused me to completely abandon my shell of "shyness," and I'm proud to say that I do indeed love who I am. Intelligent, creative, goofy (and perhaps a little arrogant? XD ) Suketchi. ^_____^

So... since I seem to be on a proud-of-me speel...lol...
My hobby is pretty much anything that has to do with art or using my imagination. And especially drawing. I have been drawing since I could hold a crayon, and people seem to like to remind me how talented I am... O__o I'm too modest to acknowledge my own skills tho, lol... I just like to draw. I mean, I'm going to school for it. lol.
Yesh, I hope to be an animator someday, so all I draw is a variety of crazy characters. *shameless but intending to be modest art plug* <a href="http://www.sketchi-chan.deviantart.com">My DevianART gallery</a> if anyone's interested. I love to do various types of caricatures as well.
My characters are kinda important to me. To others they are make-believe personalities... but to me, so much more. I could go on and on about what that means, but I'll spare everyone the drama.
Oh yeah... the panda thing comes from a character of mine, and also me associating with one of my favorite animals: the <a href="http://www.statenislandzoo.org/red_panda1.jpg">red panda</a>, which is by no means a raccoon!!!

Okay... moving on...

Hmmmm..... oh! Relationships have always been kinda odd for me. I've had a few boyfriends, but I never felt like it was a true relationship... just something fake. I made the error of dating a guy for the wrong reason (i.e. social status)... and got myself pretty hurt... so, silly me, I swore off guys for awhile. And tried to keep them off. I'd attempt to "scare" them off by emphasizing how odd I can be. XD Seems silly, I know. But then along came a special guy who simply wasn't fooled. I secretly loved him dearly for it, but was still so afraid of a real relationship that I pretended not to. And I lost him. We are friends from a distance, and that's what I get.
And then there's my Malcolm. Lol, interesting "couple" we are. We almost were, but found that we're waaaaaaaay too similar. Seriously. Well, similar except that I have common sense, and he's a blubbering idiot. Such a moron sometimes. But I lurve that big moron. Despite our intellectual skirmishes, he's my best friend and almost like a brother. Dating him would either be like... incest...or dating myself. >__< haha.

Funny thing about me and my relationships... I'm straight, but have this annoying little physical attraction to anyone who's fucking gorgeous. Not by society's view, but gorgeous by my standards. And these people are usually female. XD
My "attraction" is by no means sexual... and not even <i>emotional</i>, really... but very physical. It's like... a moth to flame or a puppy to a shiney red ball... can't help it. My artistic eye makes me drawn to beauty, and well... you must admit, we girls rule in that [physical] category. Not to sound shallow... because I'm not... but it's the truth, ya know? XD
But my superficial obsession often gets me into trouble, tho, which is why I bother explaining. In the past, some of my female friends found it creepy or mistook it for a crush... which of course had us both embarassed and pretty much killed our friendship. It got more and more diffucult to interact without sounding like I was hitting on them... I wasn't... but strange things happen when in the presence of a beautiful creature and I'm dumb with words. So I try to keep my feelings to myself for fear of.... well... Let's just say that I really dislike homophobes for their accusations. Thinking a girl is absolutely gorgeous doesn't mean I swing that way, you close-minded punks. >__<

Or..... does it.....?
I'd like to say my attraction is purely me being shallow... but I do wonder sometimes. <___<

Yeah. It's something I struggle with... but it's nice to be able to talk about it for once. ^__^

Well, that was interesting.
Sorry for being so illusive... I'm just lazy when it comes to updating. XD Thanks, everyone, for putting up with my rambling, biography-turned-introspective there... lol
So, <font color="hotpink">Cho</font>, <font color="green">Starlight</font>, <font color="red">Alexis</font> and <font color="blueviolet">Brandy</font>, [and any other invisible members *cough cough*] there you have it.
Hello and here's S'ketchi. ^__^

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